On writing

When I started this blog in April of 2001, I had two purposes in mind: To keep up my HTML skills in the hope of getting a job, and to keep up my writing skills in the hope of eventually getting paid to write–preferably in fiction. I’ve had one short story published, and some nonfiction, but fiction is where my creative heart has always been.

I’ve been writing fiction since the ninth grade, when my kind, elderly English teacher, Mrs. Edna Barr, took the short story I gave her, read it, immediately put it into the magazine she was preparing for Parents Night, and then asked if I had anymore for her. (I did.) I’ve been wanting to publish my novels since college. I attended the Clarion Science Fiction and Fantasy Writers workshop in 1990, where I lived, ate, and breathed writing for six weeks. But nothing really worked for me in those years.

I have had many setbacks along the way, most of which are a bit too personal to describe. Suffice it to say that my biggest obstacles were partly self-inflicted, partly my having to conquer some inner demons. Well, the damned demons are rotting in the ground and smelling up the place. I’m back on track with my writing.

Two years ago, while driving down Route 288 in Chesterfield County on a warm Saturday morning in the spring, something that I call Lightning From God hit me. It was a story idea, and it seemed like the best idea I’d ever had. As soon as I got to the G.’s house, I asked Eldest Boy for a notebook and started writing things down. I continued to write as the children followed me from the kitchen to the deck and back again, then I wrote some more during the lacrosse game. And I turned those ideas into prose. I wrote a few hundred words, then a few hundred more, and then–I did what I’ve been doing for years. I stopped. I didn’t push forward. I put the story away and went on with my life, regretting again that I couldn’t push past my writer’s block.

There was something different this time, though. I just didn’t want to fail again. I didn’t want to succumb to the same bad patterns. So I did something about it. I found a way past my old patterns. This time, I am going to finish the novel. This story is too good, it’s too marketable, too enjoyable, and it has the potential to fulfill my long-held dreams. So I’ve been working hard, moving past every block I throw in my way, or that life hands me. I’m about to hit the halfway point in mid-February, and I’m on target for my personal deadline of May 31st.

That is part of why the posting on the blog has fallen to such low levels. Every word I write here is a word taken away from my daily output. If I had to, I’d shut down the blog if that’s what was needed to finish the novel. Things are going to change even more around here, as I shift my focus away from Israel and Jewish issues and toward my writing.

I have never given up on the idea of supporting myself with my fiction. Never. My classmates at Clarion cut out a headline titled “Publish or Perish” and put it on my dorm room door.

This is why. I first read this Langston Hughes poem in tenth grade, and have never forgotten it.

Dreams
Hold fast to dreams
For if dreams die
Life is a broken-winged bird
That cannot fly.
Hold fast to dreams
For when dreams go
Life is a barren field
Frozen with snow.

May 31st. That’s when the first full draft of the novel will be finished. Coming this summer: The Darkness Rising, Book One in The Catmage Chronicles. I’m holding fast to my dreams.

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Iran attacks

Looks like the Iranian proxies tried, but failed, to murder Israelis. They did succeed in wounding a few people, including the wife of an Israeli diplomat in India. The Iranians are–get this–blaming the attacks on Israel. “We wuz framed, I tellya!”

Riiiight.

Well, at least no one was killed.

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Let’s stop pretending it isn’t the Islamism

Our friends the Saudis got Interpol to arrest one of their citizens, who fled to Malaysia–a nation that I have been told over and over again is a mostly Muslim nation that is tolerant of other religions (never mind that their former prime minister is a vicious anti-Semite), and is now on his way back to–Saudi Arabia. Where he will likely be executed for blasphemy, or at the very least, beaten.

The Saudis are a cash machine for terrorists, currently still funding the jihadis in Afghanistan and other nations who are killing/have killed Americans. They were 15 of the 19 9/11 hijackers. And our president bowed down before their king during his first few months in office.

We need a president who is willing to stand up to the Saudi oil ticks.

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There is no moderation of the Hamas mission

It really doesn’t matter how many news services, pundits, and analysts insist that by joining with the PA, Hamas is going to moderate. They’re not. Just listen to the words of their leader during his recent trip to Iran:

Hamas would never acknowledge the Israeli state, said Ismail Haniyeh, the leader of the Palestinian movement in Gaza, on Friday in Tehran.

“They (West) want from us to stop resistance and acknowledge Israel but I herewith announce that this will never happen,” Haniyeh said though an interpreter at a ceremony marking the 33rd anniversary of the 1979 Iranian revolution.

“Our message and the message of all those who lost their blood in the Palestinian lands is that all occupied lands will eventually be liberated from Israeli occupation,” Haniyeh said.

Ha’aretz didn’t publish the full quote, though they used the same AFP source as did Ynet. Here’s what Ha’aretz felt wasn’t necessary to include in that story:

“The fight will continue for the liberation of the entire land of Palestine and Jerusalem and the return of all Palestinian refugees,” he said.

They’re not talking about the West Bank only. They’re talking about all of Israel. And they’re doing it with the full backing of Iran. And according to this article by the Chinese news service, Xinhua, the Obama adminstration doesn’t have a problem with the unity deal between Fatah and Hamas. I’m actually questioning that source, because although Xinhua does publish more information on the anti-Israel groups than the mainstream wire services, it’s still the official news service of Communist China.

If, however, that story is accurate–well, the Obama administration is as dumb as I thought they were.

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Friday news roundup

They’re not even trying to hide it anymore: First Iran’s Supreme Leader admits publicly that Iran has been funding Hezbollah and Hamas for years. Now Chipmunk Cheeks himself is bragging that he’s in the Iranians’ pocket, and has been there since 1982. What’s significant about that? That was the Lebanon war. What happened a year after that? Hezbollah bombed the U.S. military barracks in Beirut and murdered 299 American and French servicemen in their sleep. And yet–I will bet you a hundred dollars that the AP will still say in future articles that Israel “accuses” Iran of supplying Hamas and Hezbollah with weapons.

Where is the Syrian Goldstone Commission? The massacres go on every day, and yet, there is no world outcry of the sort we saw during the Gaza war in 2006. Syria has been using artillery on defenseless civilians every day, killing thousands, and now there’s word that chemical weapons are up next. Two words for the human rights crowd: White Phosphorous. No, three words: You’re all hypocrites. Just for kicks and giggles, I searched news releases by country at HRW’s site. Fourteen for Syria between 1997 and yesterday. For Israel: 33 during that same time period. Jeffrey Goldberg points out that Syria has now killed more of its own citizens civilians than Israel did during both Palestinian intifadas. (That’s why I keep reading–and liking–Goldberg, even though many think he’s too soft on the Palestinians and too hard on Israel. He’s nothing like the others on the left. He keeps reminding the world that Iran really does mean to destroy Israel, and it’s not just a game of words.

To get back to my original point: Of course there will be no Goldstone Commission for Syria, in spite of Bradley Burston’s hope for one. Oh, you’ve got Navi Pillay talking about war crimes trials for Syrians who ordered the barrages on civilians, but that’s about it. The UN is a toothless, anti-Israel organization that lives off taxpayer dollars and exists to extend its own [anti-Israel] agenda. Iran and Hezbollah are helping Syria murder its own citizens.

Jackson Diehl said it, and a chorus is beginning to emerge: The fall of Syria could bring the Iranian regime down with it.

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I was right: It’s a deadbeat bailout

Charles Gasparino writes about the mortgage bailout in today’s NY Post. I’m so glad I’m bailing out deadbeats who tried to play the housing market and failed.

By borrowing far more heavily than what they could afford, they were also gambling that housing would keep rising in value, defying basic rules of economics.

Now they’re being rewarded for their mistakes. Ironically, even the government officials who were part of the deal have privately conceded that, with few exceptions, more than 95 percent of the so-called victims weren’t victims at all; they faced imminent foreclosure because they were delinquent on their mortgage payments — often for a year or more.

Or as banking analyst Dick Bove put it: “What this settlement did was to help 1 million people who were deadbeats.”

And why is there a settlement? A technicality being used to demonize evil bankers.

Why are these deadbeats getting bailouts? Aside from election-year politics, at issue is the foreclosure practice known as “robo signing” — a procedure in which low-level bank employees, without direct authorization, approve perfectly legal foreclosures on a bank’s behalf.

The foreclosures themselves were legal; the only apparent illegality is that the banks streamlined the foreclosure process, with clerks signing the bank officer’s name on legal documents.

Just as “Cash for Clunkers” destroyed the used car market, this bailing out of the undeserving–I’ll bet you only a tiny fraction who get the bailouts will be people who actually have problems due to the economy screwing with their job–is going to continue to depress the housing market. So good to know that I’ve played by the rules, worked hard, saved until I could buy my own home–and then get to pay the government to pay for the houses of others who have done the complete opposite.

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Discriminating against veterans

Nichole Olson explains why American companies aren’t hiring veterans, and the American education system refuses to honor military education when vets go to college to get a degree (that will make them more employable) and try to transfer credits from the education they’ve had in the military.

In each of my interviews, my military experience obviously came up and it was evident that it was an issue. Not that my experience meant little but the fear of my being called up again and my availability came into question several times. I found this odd but even more so, discouraging. After the last interview, I really started thinking as to why I would not be considered for one of the open positions. I was told that I had the qualifications, experience, and that they were sure I could handle the job but my availability was in question due to my commitment to the Navy Reserves. They weren’t sure they wanted to hire me because I may have to leave unexpectedly. From a business standpoint, I understand their concern; who wants to hire someone who may have to leave due to a national crisis? They do have a business to run after all. However, the more I thought about it, the angrier I became. I am but 1 reservist in a sea of thousands of others who, especially since 9/11, have found themselves in this exact situation at least once in the last 11 years. My experience cannot be that uncommon to that of my fellow reserve/guardsmen and of those who have recently separated from active duty; I can’t be the only one who has experienced this opaque form of discrimination.

[…] In speaking with a fellow Veteran recently, maybe the onus isn’t on the 1 percent but the other 99 percent. Why is it that military members receive extensive training in the fields of electronics, medicine, mechanics, aviation, and administration yet we can barely get a nationally accredited university to grant us little more than three credit hours towards physical education (because we were smart enough to complete boot camp). While we are able to apply for and received certifications in some career fields, they are either not enough, or are not recognized, by many employers. We can continue to write resumes and attempt to translate our skills into civilian terms yet without education that is nationally recognized, we’re back at square one. The GI Bill is an outstanding benefit and most service members take advantage of it in some capacity but many Veterans should be at least 50 percent completed with their degrees simply by the amount of education and experience they’ve received through the military. At the very least, they should be allowed to test their competency without having to re-take formal classes. How can we not grant the required qualifications necessary to obtain employment in the civilian sector to deserving Veterans? How do we tell a military police officer that while he is qualified to carry a weapon and serve in a combat zone that he is not qualified for employment with his hometown police force because he has not gone through their training academy? How is he good enough to go to war but not good enough to respond to 911 calls?

That’s interesting, because my nephew is currently learning communications in the Marines. From my understanding, he’ll learn about the most modern networking systems, 3G, 4G, etc., and will be setting up communications at FOBs in Afghanistan if necessary. To know now that his education will be meaningless if he chooses to go to college is unbelievable.

Read it all.

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One more penalty on thriftiness

Let’s review: I refused to get a mortgage I couldn’t afford. I didn’t get a balloon mortgage. I didn’t buy my condo until I was sure of two things: That my contracting job would be a full-time staff position, and that my debt was paid down considerably before I bought it.

There is also the fact that when I set foot into a Ryan Homes office on July 3, 2007, I was given the hard-sale pitch, told I could effectively buy a condo with little or no money down, and that my debt wouldn’t be a problem, because a quick credit check showed that I could afford one up to, oh, $400,000. And if I acted now, they’d throw in several thousand dollars off the price. But I’d have to act soon, because the townhouses were going fast!

I walked out of that office without signing through sheer strength of will, knowing that I was being sold a load of goods and that I didn’t have to sign anything without thinking it over at length. I waited a year before buying my condo, paying down significant chunks of my debt in the meantime. When I finally did get a mortgage, I took advantage of the $7,500 home buying loan, which is a loan that I am paying back to the government each year on my 1040. A few months after I bought my condo, that loan became a credit.

Now the government is trying to work the housing market by making banks give money to people whose houses are underwater and who can’t make the mortgage payments. The article does not say whether it covers people who bought houses they could not afford with ARMs that they hoped would never take effect because they were trying to flip the house for a profit. It doesn’t say whether it covers people who didn’t care that they were buying a house they couldn’t afford, because they were betting on being able to get a better job, or something. All it says is that the big five banks are going to help homeowners who are about to be foreclosed on for whatever reason.

And you and I will ultimately be footing the bill for this.

My condo is currently underwater. It’s lost around 15% of its value, I think. I’m a little afraid to compare the current assessment with the original assessment. But I refinanced my mortgage last year and always had one that I could afford. I’ll never be a moocher. I’m just a stupid working stiff who thinks part of being a grownup is being responsible for your own actions, and waiting until you can afford the house that you bought. Go figure.

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More Superbowl commercial fun

First, watch this one:

Then go here and see the behind the scenes videos.

Hilarious.

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You lost me at “wants to be remembered”

This is what is wrong with journalists today. In one of NPR’s top five articles on their website, they discuss whether or not Israel will attack Iran. The number one reason why Israel may bomb Iran is as follows:

1. Jewish history. Given the legacy of the Holocaust, no Israeli leader wants to be remembered as the one who let Iran build a bomb and did nothing to stop it. Netanyahu has said repeatedly that he will not let Iran become a nuclear-armed state on his watch. Some Israelis say it would be better to carry out an attack, even if it’s not successful, than to not take action against a state that has called for Israel’s destruction.

Note how the writer turned the most important decision a political leader can ever make–whether to attack anothe country–into an issue of personal pride for Bibi. It isn’t the fact that hundreds of thousands, if not millions of Israelis will die in a nuclear attack by Iran. It isn’t the fact that the Jewish people will have a significant portion of their number wiped out–again–in less than a century. It’s the fact that Netanyahu is thinking of his legacy. Right. Because when he reads the analysis from the Mossad and discusses an Iranian attack with his ministers, the first thing on Netanyahu’s mind is, “How will I look as the leader of Israel if I do this?”

I think the writer is confusing Netanyahu’s leadership with Obama’s.

Snark aside, this is an utterly despicable statement. The primary focus of the leader of Israel is on the survival of the State of Israel. Iran threatens that survival. It has nothing to do with how Bibi wants to be remembered. Backing it up with “Netanyahu has said repeatedly that he will not let Iran become a nuclear-armed state on his watch” gives it the imprimatur of being fact-based. That is such an important statement because it is an existential statement, not because you can use it to back up your contention that Bibi is thinking of his legacy.

This is what I’ve been writing about for nearly a decade: The subtle ways Israel is delegitimized by the media. Even their fear of a nuclear holocaust is put down to personalities, instead of a realistic approach to an enemy that threatens their destruction.

Your objective media, at work.

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Wednesday briefs

If you’ve lost Joe Klein, you’ve lost Middle Europe: When even Time magazine correspondents are commenting on how crappy the deal between Fatah and Hamas is, you know that it stinks really, really, really badly.

Check the skies for flying porkers: The AP profiles Israeli peace moves toward Iran. Of course, being the AP, they tell you this:

Before the revolution, Israel and Iran were close allies. Some 100,000 Jews of Iranian descent live in Israel today, many with fond memories and still strong ties to friends and relatives in their homeland. An estimated 25,000 Jews still live in Iran.

But they don’t tell you this:

On the eve of the Islamic Revolution in 1979, 80,000 Jews lived in Iran. In the wake of the upheaval, tens of thousands of Jews, especially the wealthy, left the country, leaving behind vast amounts of property.

That second paragraph, of course, is why there is such a large population of Iranian Jews in Israel.

You just can’t stop the haters from making hateful asses of themselves: A columnist in the Las Vegas Review wrote about the special post-Shabbat caucuses in Nevada on Saturday night. She called out the Jew-hate code words (“New York Lawyers”, for one) and accused some of Ron Paul’s followers of being anti-Semitic. In the comments to the article, they prove her right.

AHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! Pull the other one: How can you tell Hassan Nasrallah is lying? His lips are moving.

Iran will not ask Lebanon’s Hezbollah to retaliate if Israel attacks Iran’s nuclear facilities, the leader of the militant group said Tuesday.

Sheik Hassan Nasrallah told thousands of supporters by video link that in case of such an Israeli attack on Iran, his leadership would make a decision about a response. Hezbollah is funded by Iran.

The One Is Not Happy: Shmuel Rosner, no fan of Benjamin Netanyahu’s, points out that Bibi is going to be around for a while yet, perhaps longer than the Obama Administration, which has tried so hard to get him kicked out of office. Cue world’s smallest violin.

And just for kicks and giggles: Ha’aretz is publishing the hacked emails of the Syrian administration. Georgie-Porgie Galloway is seen slobbering over the dictator’s murderous feet in the hopes of keeping his money coming in.

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Time warp blogging fatigue

One of the reasons I get so tired of posting these days is because I post essentially the same things, different days. Pick a month from 2008 and go read over the archives. I found a post on Hamas smuggling bigger and better rockets through the Gaza border from Egypt. Moral equivalence of the media on reporting terrorist attacks and Israeli retaliation. Kassams raining down on Israel. The media minimizing Israeli casualties while maximizing Palestinian ones. The end of the two-state solution (because Israel won’t give the Palestinians everything they want). The wire services not reporting threats to destroy Israel. The EU issuing resolutions solely blaming Israel. Iran threatening to destroy Israel, while the UN ignores the threats but issues resolutions on Israel’s treatment of Palestinians.

And that is from just one week in February, 2008.

It’s why I can’t stand posting some days, and so, I don’t.

I think it may be time to do a 180 and go back to making this a personal blog that occasionally discusses current events. I can only take so much bad news before I need a dandelion break.

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I have a new obsession

And it’s only minutes old.

Smash.

The new NBC series about putting on a Broadway play.

Yeah, it’s well-titled.

Smash is a smash.

I am STILL humming the tunes. Now THAT’s Broadway. (I’m sure it will be, after the TV series.)

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Tehran: HOT under the collar

I confess that the first time I’ve seen this ad, it made me laugh.

Since the clip is not translated, here is its synopsis from Israelity:

That’s the case anyway with the current TV ad campaign by cable provider HOT, which is promoting its ‘on-demand’ episodes of the popular spy-comedy show ‘Asfur’ by offering a free Samsung Galaxy tablet as enticement for prospective customers to sign up for the on-demand package.

In the ad, a bored Mossad agent stationed in Iran, apparently to monitor Iran’s nuclear development, meets up with three characters from the show who are also clandestinely in the country dressed as women. Sitting in a café, the agent shows off the Samsung Galaxy, explaining that he used his downtime to use the on-demand option to watch episodes of ‘Asfur’.

At the end of the clip, one of the three Asfur accidentally pushes an application on the tablet over the frantic efforts of the agent, and a nuclear reactor is detonated in the background.

Well, as David from Israelity says, “Typical Israeli sophomoric, whistling in the dark, hilarious humor.

However, some moron (or several morons) in the Iranian Majlis (parliament) decided not only to take offense, but to (mis)direct his displeasure at Samsung, whose tablet is used as enticement in that ad.

The sheer stupidity of that Iranian act of indignation is mirrored by Tehran’s overseas branch Press TV article:

Meanwhile, Samsung’s Dubai office has issued a statement condemning the production of the teaser by the company’s Israel office.

Of course, poor Samsung and its Israeli office have nothing to do with that ad, the fact that escapes understanding of Tehran lawmakers and Press TV, although Samsung has stressed that point – if you care to read the next paragraph in the linked piece:

Samsung’s public relations official in Tehran, Elaheh Taheri, told reporters on Thursday the clip had nothing to do with the South Korean company and that it had been produced by an Israeli cable TV station, Hot.

However, the iron will of Ayatollahs will not be distracted by minor details, and Samsung was chosen to bear the wrath. Perhaps as a lesson to others:

Fat’hipour said Samsung’s apology to the Iranian nation, though necessary, would not be enough and that the company must be held accountable for producing the teaser.

Of course, I understand that by boycotting the Israeli cable provider HOT Majlis is not going to achieve much in the way of retaliation, but choosing Samsung?

I have almost made my mind to compensate Samsung for the unpleasant incident in my own small way, fixing to purchase one of their new products. You should too.

Next: President of the Islamic Republic of Iran Mahmoud (the Mad) Ahmadinejad decides to boycott the Swiss shoes manufacturer Bally, since a person unknown pissed in his shoes while he was praying in his favorite mosque.

Update: thanks to Sabba Hillel, here is a link to a version of the same clip with English subtitles and some preliminary info. With one mistake, however: the bug that is swatted at the end of the clip is called “khumeni” in Hebrew slang, however the name stems from its color (“khum” means brown) and not from a similarly sounding name of Ayatollah Khomeini.

Cross-posted on SimplyJews

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The best Superbowl commercial

I like this one the best, so far.

There are a bunch here.

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